God

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Why do we think of god when we are in trouble? Does God really exist? Who or what is God? Is God a man a woman? an Energy?

I don’t have the answer s but I do know that every morning and every night I give thanks for all I have. We all go thru many moments in life that we particularly don’t like but every second of those moments is teaching us something, we may not know what or why but eventually we will discover those answers.

Many times my heart beats faster than normal, my throat closes and I grasp for air. What’s happening? I’m having a panic attack? I’m I going to die? Please thoughts go away, I think to myself. What is going on inside this head of mine? Or is the muscle that we call heart speaking to me? Whatever the answer is those moments that I feel like shit, I reach inside my emotions emergency box, pull out my mantra and repeat as many times as I can

I give thanks for everything you have giving me
For the good because I have been able to enjoy it
for the bad because I have learned from it

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